Don’t feel stupid about it, I think that’s more than normal, really. There’s just a hole in your heart, which was first filled with him, but now he’s gone, it can’t just go away. Of course you miss the way he made you feel. He probably made you feel beautiful and loved. And now you still want to feel like that, because we all want to feel like that for the rest of our lives. You don’t necessarily miss him, but love and how it made you feel complete. But you know.. You’ll find someone else, you really will. These are like 3,5 billion men on this world, and you think there’s no one for you? Well, believe me, there is. Don’t give up hope! Enjoy life, it’ll be all right.